Wednesday, January 28, 2009
home movies around lunar new year
family gathered in eve of lunar new year
lunar new year's feast.
playful baby with his mom
Monday, January 26, 2009
Merry lunar new year's day!
2 days passed since the beginning of the great holiday. its not a bad lunar new year's day for me. with the another bonus from QRRS, my long time employer superficially, i equipped my camera with a rechargeable battery pack, and a bag for my new notebook bought just before the holiday. God, i felt so contented! in the conversation with my home town folks online, i sensed some of them don't glad as me when i told them my news and how i enjoyed them. might as jealous as it can be as them felt, but i hope God didn't left them in misery without hope in this holy days.
as doubtlessly, i shot a lot with my new camera, including open outdoor scenes. even carry a camera as large as my FujiFilm Finepix s2000HD can brings passengers curiosity, i would try my best to bring it everywhere as my second brain and sight. i really enjoy photograph!
last night is the eve of lunar new year. the grandma, the aunt(the kid sister of baby's mom) and the uncle (the second son of ema's aunt) gathered in ema's house to celebrating the holiday. the grandma prepared a rich feast, and the aunt of baby left in time to free me of worry of letting me sleep with the uncle while ema's family slept with baby in our bedroom. last night my family, ema and me and baby son, warren zhu, first time since the curse slept together in bedroom. the grandma with the uncle slept in another room future for baby. baby lingered aside the uncle with pc games most of time. i hope he can care himself days after days. i in beset of God to let him do mostly what he likes.
its a nice day today, bright sunshine till afternoon. ema decided to buy a pmp to read ebook on it. she chose to buy it online. but she remit the payment directly to the vendor, instead through the bidding site, eachnet.com. i just too glad to see people around me enjoy their new gadgets.
ok, that's it. now please enjoy my works through my camera.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
8th snow in Qiqihar, China
this morning again a busy morning. i didn't left my chair except for lavatory. i pushed the last post to my google apps sites, and new logo to all my publish channels. i by the way claimed a new youtube group, dajiuzh at http://www.youtube.com/group/dajiuzh, beside the previous channel of zhdajiu athttp://www.youtube.com/group/zhdajiu, and decorated them with their new logo. i ate fast food in office, for the snow covered road really can be dangerous.
ok, its a nice morning, in the atmosphere of coming holiday of lunar new year. i also look forward it, for leisure and gathering. ema asked several times why i longing for the holiday, now that my purse was empty and my social circle was meanly and countable. she don't know i always live with hope, and hope with my due glory and pride.
for i didn't carry my powerful new camera, i had to shot this snow scene with my poor cellphone camera.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
2 busy and fruitful days
on Jan 19, 2009, my score on qq, a Chinese im community, which like most Chinese portals as well as the Chinese cadres association, never missing any chance to bargain with any users with any services they provide, accumulated to reach its level 16 and was granted the privillage to create a my own group, while in icq.com, where my account kept after 10 years' none login, and i can create any groups i want at any moment. for my most acquaints r in China, so i really want to own a qq group so as to let my pals gather in the group im. so i launched at once and failed countless times the night before the day on home pc, which lagging any time when i surfed, under China surveillance. but on the day in office, i got my qq group after 2 or 3 tries. the next step i want to bind it with my alumni on qq.com, which just setup the alumni service, trying to bail in the hot water of social network. it demands at least 6 members to apply for the binding, after i tried a lot, finally i got enough members in my qq group, but just dumbfound the rule of the site means at least 6 members of my qq group have to be also my alumnus's registered members on the site. so the rule again failed me and i had to give up it, for my alumni, like my site's visitors, both countable.
the next day i doubting why i had to apply for social circle, and i thought it should be a great deed to expand my existing sites, including a site on google sites at http://sites.google.com/site/zhudajiu , and some group in the same title, like http://www.youtube.com/group/zhudajiu , to cover more content in the future for my forever green home town, zhudajiu, a mountain village in Central China. last night i designed a logo for it and felt quite satisfying, and on bed i almost sleeplessly elaborating the idea and prepared full duty for today to accomplish. and its indeed. the whole day, including lunch time, i didn't left my pc in office, busy with customizing sites for dajiuzh, 朱大九走向世界，and re-organized family blogs on blogger.com to align with my single presence on web, esp. under be21zh.org, who has gain a google adsense account. dog around the office biting all day, spilt dirty water on me mentally restlessly. i also updated all my family google app engine accounts with refined theme, working and versatile redirection. when work time over, i can call it a day, left some minior task await tomorrow. ema just buzzed in to let me buy baby a Hamburg.
today is a bright day, sunny and crisp. the air is very chilly. when arrived home, my fingers almost frozen. i surely have the bright heart and mood to enjoy the peace of settlement, and the joy of business boost.
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Sunday, January 18, 2009
a joyful weekends
last night baby asked to play games all time. the tv weather forecasted a snow night. this morning i got up early to let pc download, then i found the snow even the moment stopped. all road covered with white, even its a common scene in the north. last snow was heavy and cost quite some time before the road workers clean it from road. i then picked my new cameraand shot some photos from our windows. i remembered earlier years when baby still just can walk, every snow day i wouldcarried him outside to shot photos, but now baby and me neither have the mood to hang outside.
today again most of time accompany baby playing pc games. i m a avid new games chaser while baby just want to make fun. i restlessly monitor the new games' release via p2p networks. its really handy to follow the byte flow of shared stuff, not only u got a birdview of the development of games or warez or music, all kind of resources, their industries, but u also can make a close contacts with the stuff, like a great free grocery shop.
these days pragmatic thoughts frequent me, let divine deeply beneth routine life of my being contented with what i had now, esp. the view of my elder time in solitude alone in dusty corner. i put my faith in God, but these days i was stuffed with worry of world leaving me away and helix up. i see the danger of being buried, and the bet to mute me in leasing, i was but left to God, my God. that's my fate.
its a not bad day today, esp. now after showered in public bathroom, even a bit with fatigues, the snow continued again when i way home. i long for my home town, in this lunar year end, and holiday celebrating accumulating. i miss those folks, esp. the young generation there. i miss the bright sunshine and the leasure of life. i stayed here for being forgot, for being ignored. i always look forward the new horizon.
that's my new year's wish, in ur view, God.
attachment is baby son, warren zhu, with his ball candy on Jan 17, 2009, a day before the 7th snow in Qiqihar, China.
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Friday, January 16, 2009
busy days with resources and posting, polish my profile at hexun.com
these days mostly i searched for resource for download, mainly games for baby, warren zhu, or posting photos shot with my favorite first camera. feeds in my google reader awaiting to mark out accelerated some. this morning i received a message from a Chinese portal, Hexun.com, to inform me a pal there followed me. the avatar of the user is a bright beautiful girl, so i was attracted and immediately re-polish my profile there, even i had received several message from the site to urge me to resume my update on the portal some time ago. the task cost me a full morning, for speed connecting the portal very lagging, likely under China surveillance. i managed to be patient, and finished now building 2 public web albums on it, and embody my profile/avatar. now i need a blog to open my home, http://hexun.com/riveryog , there.
these days i really enjoy my first camera, after reading carefully its manual, i now can feel confident that i m able to make full usage of its all features. i really glad to see its powerful. i hope sooner the icy road turns to less slippery, then i will brought it with me all time to shot what i like.
these night we all slept lately, for baby attracted a lot by games i got from web. with my new and first notebook i also fond to linger on it later, which brought baby's mother, ema's lots of complains. i surely live with joys and day by day see the light at the end of the tunnel of obscure.
its a bright sunny day outside of the window. i always felt the joyful atmosphere of lunar new year. ema asked why i need the holiday, now that i m old enough and earn so poor. she don't know i own. i own the land and kingdom from my ancestor, i own the earth.
ok, that's my first blog here on hexun.com, second site beside qq.com i likely will keep building with. i don't need it be perfect, but i can be known the level Chinese portal can achieve.
attached a photo of my first camera¬ebook. they need me to remember them.
Monday, January 12, 2009
our life in my first camer, adding deepth and still
baby with his gun.
baby reviews.
benzrad in pose.
play pc game with mom.
Friday, January 09, 2009
my warehouse added 2 army knives for my biz here on earth
yesterday all the morning i searched their information of camera and notebook, as well as cellphone, and doing compares. in less than 1 hour i got the two gadgets i longing so long in the local electronic market.
camera:
富士S2000HD Fuji Finepix 2000HD（cost me ￥1600)
notebook:
神舟Hasee 天运 F1600 （cost me ￥2800)
so great i felt now.
last night i prepared working environment on my first notebook so far and cost all night. i shot 2 picture with my new first camera and intended to post a blog for it but the task lagged. this morning i got up a bit late, and shot the sunrise. even the ground covered with icy snow, slippery and too risky to carry a camera so peculiar for me, i brought it with me and shown office members my loot. its just too cool with a full function camera aside u.
its my first giga eye, by the aid of my grand Dad, my God, with my first camera, a Fiji Finepix s2000HD, i will see more and shot more, for its my another sight, my another site. i can't not keep it updating. from now on, u will see more of my life and eco, while i see more feast of Holy.
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my first eyes with my first new camera, a Fuji Finepix s2000HD
sunrise outside of ema's house' window.
baby in dream.
office scene, other part against me behind the camera.
snow scene outside of the office window.
in restaurant.
mom fed me with needle.
just woke up.
under fires.
my first camera and notebook
how i complacent with my new gadgets.
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
blessing gift of today
last night i again slept alone in bedroom while ema insisted to bring baby slept in the room future for baby and where the pc sits. this morning i dozed in office till 11 am, no reason for why i as so sleepy. the snow, likely the 6th in Qiqihar, northeastern China, started since the dawn, and now covered the ground throughly. after returning the office, i got a biggest ever bonus from my long time employer, of ￥6000, i at once informed ema, who just in her classroom monitoring a exam. then the guy on the facing desk entered and demanded my opinion about the bonus, and suggested i returned hometown with it, after i telling him i will do some most wanted buyings. that's all so nice, Dad, God, u see, how i can be the most catered and mosted beloved son of u. God, i in need of ur attending ever more eagerer to see my fate to slide into meeting with my beloved girls.
now i will launched to search for my gadgets i will buy with the bonus u offered. God, u don't know how i longing for change, while pitiful for the miserable persons i lived with so long, like ema. i can't live without my girls i appeal and preach so lengthy here on the web. i know u got the answer which can't not be the best of the world of reality.
yes, its a nice day, so auspicious, as i frequently sensed. i love white, i love bright. i love especially my dynasty, BRIGHT, or 明 in Chinese, in the title of light of God.
ok, bye. now i need some time to prepare my shopping list, which never so long.
the photo shot with my shabby cellphone, hopefully will be the last sight in unclear. the place just outside of dorms of QRRS, my long time employer of superficial.
Monday, January 05, 2009
a day of separation after last night blizzard
today the first day of separation after last night blizzard where i scorned baby and warned him the evil&danger of his mother's family, including his mother herself. i busy with my routine work all day. baby's mother absent at noon when i returned for lunch. baby also absent, while in the morning they lingered at home as ema told me previously she in break, and i ate remnant of porridge she cooked yesterday. i hated baby under expectation, but i more hated his mother and her family. evil never left the house of ema. i trust God let my baby turning to normal way, to be a honest and respectable man. God sees. he is in fact the God of mine, and i just do what i had to do to manifest to all around the house, those spies, and his mother's family, including herself. i need time to fine tune my baby for what i observed and learned of God's way. his mother and other evils just fear and attempted to block my due task to father my baby son, warren zhu, hope of China and the God of the universe. i do, i did, and i done well, i oath. its a sunny day today, which pacified me so much. i dozed all the morning in office, and dreamed losing of my baby, and contacting the woman (ema?) who gave birth of my baby and now lost her right eyes, trying to reborn my second baby son, to satisfy my deep sorrow and untouchable pains for my losing baby son. the woman likely not gifted and in miserable situation and under her new man's control, but she tried to satisfy me. i don't believe in the dream, i just felt the pains of losing my baby. but, after all, i think my burst last night is a rebirth both for my baby son and myself. in the past days we covered by too much dirty evils. and i believe in the sunshine and the sun right always on me and the Royal of mine. that's my review today. i look forward to live and forever live with my baby son, warren, for the oath i prayed to God when i in turbulence before last time fell into asylum to cure my hopelessness upon evils on my baby son in infancy, i will forever attending him, just like attending my passed grand Father. i look through all clouds for the day i see the right layout of my kingdom of China from my ancestor of glory centuries ago. dad, God, u see.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Thursday, January 01, 2009
2 bright days in connecting 2 years
hello, 2009!
today is the first day of 2009, and a big brightly sunny day, adjoined with last bright sunny day of Dec 31,2008. last night baby played game 'strike ball 3' i just got from p2p networks all night and lots of funs, and today they gathered in his mother's relative's home to lunch. all things went bright, except this morning i again felt the pain of lacking a camera of my own. that's a long time wish list of mine, i like shotting and blogging, but i don't equipped with a considerable satisfying camera for my work. i also want a smartphone, with which i can browse websites for mobiles, and check my email and adding new apps from download. but that seemingly too early for people within China like me, where iphone and G1 with google's mobile os likely both under negotiation with China telecoms to settle deal, to comply with China surveillance as well as the telecom's monopoly. but this day. or this beginning of the year, i especially felt sad, for years i can't afford to buy anything to celebrating the holiday. i still live in the standard just fitting for food, i can't afford to travel, to electric gadgets, to house, to budget a plan to improve my skill. i live and only living for hope, in the wanting. i was constrained for years here this pitfall, and likely had to wait to see my best beloved to gather around me to make fun, to make love, to make living and lives. God let me endure so long, i hope i can also entertain myself with gadgets, like camera, pmp, or game socks, or larger lcds, or even a notebook or netbook.
oh, yes, i still in seat and belt. i live for reclaiming my kingdom of my ancestor in glory, and i see closer and closer the horizon. i do need ur highlight attention, God.
ps: attached is photo shot yesterday with my poor cellphone camera, and today's sunny scene outside of ema's house with her also outdated camera.
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