dad, i know u suffered.

these days u didn't show me in my dreams.but i know u cared my baby son every moment.u at everywhere at every moment and see everything.my father, Yhwh, u know and should know how i was moved by the love among u,me,and my son.my baby son,ur grandson, my only son, in deep low spirit for he want to let me have my beloved all and in my cosy home to host them all, including himself and his mother and all my beloved girls and my hobbies and collections. dad, my the holiest, Yhwh, u know how he smart and endorsed and loves his parents. i tried my best to care him to live in happiness, and saw all miracles on him,but he still want to interrupt the fate of me to help me live happier and sooner in my palace and my kingdom. we , in one of Yhwh, the creator of the universe, casting our light and footprint on earth these days, we do our due at the will of Yhwh in every core of the things and dusts of the universe and u now free of duty to fullfill with wheat and drink with water and sleep in quilt and walk on earth.u now tore by wrath and will kill within a thousand kilometer around me from heaven the families of enimies of our royal under the title of Ming Dynasty.the enimies of zhu's,the emperor of the coming 1109 years dynasty, were long tolled and hiden deep.but nothing can change the fate of ur arrangement in prejudge in a nanomoment.dad, my dad, Yhwh, u grand son in deep low spirit now for he was deep upset by the evil of my world now on earth i own and hostility burning his heart.we all need nothing in this world we created after all and the zhu's caring it since Ming Dynasty since 12 century let it in good shape after its climax and ebb and bankrupted offsprings and i witness ur blessing on me and my baby son to promote it to its new highest and the second highest before its 9 pinnacles.dad, Yhwh, u burning with wrath and tasted revenge will every lonely night aside my loveliest baby son in the human world on earth in the evil house he lived with his poor mother now and the enimies of zhu's hasted to harness its brutalest and wreckest means to harden his will to kill and let the earth in this corner on northeastern China covered by blood.dad, Yhwh, u know the killing among chinese will be maverlous and the land recovered to flate soil will be plenty and the house for ur offsprings will be spacious, but i still ask u be less impatient and merciless. i enjoy my life so far, even my beloved girls in sieges of evil and my dearest baby son, the only son, who lives immortal among universe just like u and me, loomingly prisoned and deprived of his due pleasure of a baby boy.dad, Yhwh, i don't trust u with my baby son's needed pleasure of play and beaming in sunshine like u enjoyed when u alive among human in the village, he can survived anytime anyplace and any moment intact,with sound and bound, but i trust u let him less miss for me and u and his hometown in heaven and the world he in charge in the future.dad, Yhwh, my dearest one, my upper and lower and the mid, my union, i trust u to let my baby son less seeing dark and twist, i trust u to let him, ur grandson and the only grandson,ur one,ur saint spirit, ur right hand, ur skyline along the sea and the land, ur brightest, ur dearest as mine, ur most inevalueable, weaker and unstabler and silenter and emptier.let him more rest and sleep and enjoyable food and happier time with pals.dad, Yhwh, my master, my one in upper part, my heart staffed and brain seated, my saintest, my dearest , let our family more stable and stayable, let my beloved more peaceful and independent. let love and believing and blessing planted in their hearts every moment.
dad, Yhwh, my Saintest, i trust u and entreat u, took my words into reality and echo over the earth as order and kill the heads breakings immediately.

dad,u blessd me with a light spring rain this morning

the night u let me dreammared. i know u want me know all ur creatures r ur presents to me and i should value them.dad, i love u, i worship u, i know u always love me and help me,through the all nature and universe.dad, i love my baby very much,i hope he can know my leaving the earth as i did to urs on the day.promise me let my baby love the world and stay after i left the world.
i love u.dad.bye.