Friday, April 17, 2009
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
family dine out.
baby in gaze.
its a busy week. i totally immersed in the biography of warren baffett, the investment God in US. baby stayed mostly at home, under the custody of the devil grandma, for his kindergarten went bankrupt. every afternoon i felt i had to return home earlier to rid baby off dirt from the demon. i stayed mostly at noon in office, enjoying the subscribed ready food, which quite more delicious than that ema cooked. ema sometimes also stayed in her school, left baby in the control of the grandma, which left me quite unease. and 2 afternoon when i got home i found baby absent while the grandma's bike left on the ground. later ema said the grandma brought baby out. the first day of the working week the devil even brought baby to her own house, just after i broken her conspire in the last working week of trying to sleep with baby, and after the last weekends when ema told me her mother felt ill. she surely ill and from the beginning of her dirty life. dust to earth, evil to void.
this weekends i dozed a lot, to escape missing of my beloved. in fact yesterday i almost slept all day. till dinner i got active. i just dozed when i felt boring, with endless and hopeless missing my girls. this afternoon i finished reading to warren baffett's biography, there r quite wise in it. i link all heros to God's setting.
its a bright day today, even i seldom left bed and nor shoot photos. the mosting exciting season, the summer, is coming. i will see more messages from my fiancees.
dogs in China surveillance heavily hacking my pc, as long as it connected to Internet. i restored from backup several times, each time ran healthily hours, then lots of errs when ran programs, esp. the media player, downloader, favorite games, and browsers, including ie, firefox, chrome, etc. they also heavily blocking sites i frequent, let any operation online pains of lagged responses, and waiting and frustrations.
Internet in office totally down for me. i know dog barking closer. but all in end, its a dirty play of their own.
Sunday, April 05, 2009
praying dad and baby son
baby and his mom in hill towner.
these days r quite some bright days. also quite some colleagues tried to contact me, likely some good news on me attacked greedy eyes. i more or less still in urgency to search for my beloved, to rid my longing for change, and revitalized my life with oil and water or stream. today is the second day of vacation lunar Qingming Day, the first year with such a national holiday. yesterday i dozed a lot to avoid missing and rampant message about my concerns. this morning i again want to sleep to dream of my beloved, but baby son disagreed. his mother joined her school in morning. he can't find funs alone in pc games. i played awhile with him after he cried for being alone. devils around let he and me encountered barrage when we worked together. that's common these days, quite some occasions i was under anxious about baby's future character or personality, and his position in my Royal, with my other sons and daughters, baby's sisters and brothers, arriving. spying eyes turning thick since my Royal's growth.
soon baby's mother returned. she rushed to put on baby to join her girl friend, a fat woman in family name of Guan ( means in English gate, or cadre with the same Chinese syllabus), i asked to join but ema doubted if i will be a barrage. but baby son insisted my companion. i found they gathered in Longsha park, the biggest garden in Qiqihar. we took photos. baby rode on puppy elephant. we saw animals in its zoo. then we dined nearby. we r the first arrived the restaurant and ordered first. but an later arrived group took a seat near us took first dish and many other dishes they ordered, let us waiting and in want. they r likely dogs in revenge, but also can be the hatred family members, who at a lose upon my pride and glory when bride their sisters, of my beloved. baby was unease with them and squadded in meals for many times. when we left, 3 girl also departing from a nearby restaurant. the guan soon left us to take her way and at once we felt better.
baby slept just after we left the bus. he slept on my shoulders when we went home. its a bright day so far. i sorted photos then also dozed. when i woke up, it turned gloomy. i know conspires against my Royal turns thick and haste. yesterday baby's kindergarten broke down. we had to find baby another kindergarten. but all after all, God seeing. He seeing and killing. that's rule the devils hated.
Wednesday, April 01, 2009